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[Sep. 28th, 2008|06:10 pm] |
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i have been like so much the same for so long but so different. i fucking SUCK at talking though as you can tell from the previous sentence. i never like think any food is appealing even when i'm hungry, i still dont feel things like emotions but at the same time i do, i hate thinking when i have to about like complex things not stuff like homework. |
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[Sep. 28th, 2008|05:56 pm] |
this is gonna be the journal i use again.
" 5/5 cinco de mayo.
yeah. happy cinco de mayo. Don't you wish you could get into someone's head and know what they really feel and are thinking. but then again most the time you don't even know what you're feeling or thinking. at least i don't think anyone does. but if you could do that sometimes it'd make things easier. like make a thing that'd be impossible without it possible. i wanna do that so bad. more than anyone else in the world." i posted that on cinco de mayo. sometimes like what is in my head man......... the third sectence. you dont even know what you are thinking or feeling? like you should. shouldnt you? idk im crazy!!
and why do only people that i dont give a shit about at all love me. thats whta i really am wondering. and whenever i like really care about somene they like dont give a shit about me. |
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[May. 3rd, 2008|10:10 am] |
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this school year actually did go by like really quickly like i can remember stuff from summer like it was yesterday but it also feels like it was a really long time ago. idk. i feel like a different person! |
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[Apr. 5th, 2008|09:05 pm] |
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i think i like me better when i dont care about anything. Whatever. Im a loser but at least i dont care about that. I cant wait til next year when im only at fdr half the day and i dont have to blast my ipod and walk with my head down so i dont have to pretend i dont see all the people i see but just dont wanna talk to |
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[Mar. 13th, 2008|03:16 pm] |
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ah you're so beautiful. That like seriously is the only word to describe you because you're beyond being hot or something like that. I'm so excited for the weekend to come for once. Tomorrow Nikki is coming over and so is Justin and we're playing 2 on one friends trivia ahhaha, then I'm going to Nadia's yay i love Nadia!!!!!!!! Saturday I'm going to nyc to little italy with my aunt margaret kevin ( kevin your hot and i'm chillin hahahaha) nikki and my mom. i dont wanna go to ski club tho. i might maybe. and I can finally dye my hair soon. this is basically a repeat of all my entries lately. |
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[Mar. 8th, 2008|11:10 am] |
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Happy March 8th. happy 11:11 |
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[Feb. 9th, 2008|09:03 am] |
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i wanted to write really quicxk cuz there was stuff iwas thinking about and i always say how i need to write it down but by the time this page opened i forgot!!!!!!!!!! fuck!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Jan. 31st, 2008|10:20 pm] |
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iiiii HATE when people say names in this format : first initial and their last name such as aefstratiou or like aefst or something but no ones ever done that cuz im like not a idk but i hate people peowhen do that yeah |
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[Nov. 26th, 2007|09:39 pm] |
i love my friends so fucking much omg i'm so fucking happy right now ugh life can't get better. i love jessica secor so much! life is always so amazing when she is who i hang out with a lot i have noticed. idk how but its like once we hang out a lot everything else goes into place perfectly like all my other friendships and shit. i love it. like when i hang out with my other friends im in such good moods and appreciate them a lot more than normal idk it's weird i'm weird but i love life i love all my friends bye.
i just feel like talking about how happy i am so here igo again. i'mso happy and i'm dying my hair tomorrow probably. and hanging out with nick and robbie! ^.^ i miss lindsey sooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!! i am deff gonna have a sleepover with her this weekend i hope. |
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